D and then one day I woke up and the nebula in which I float over these months had disappeared. Perhaps it was progressive but not noticed. The truth is that one day I started reading again, I started dating, travel and to make plans: The lethargy had come to an end! Perhaps they were the kilos that I took off, but the reality is that to read cookbooks for babies switched to face a real book, a whole book. Happy to get my brain and my energy, I have not had time to write in these two months.
I was in Venezuela, many arepitas ate, slept curled up with my family and I returned to San Francisco dream of many new trips, as always.
During these two months I realized something: I've never been religious, but my little half Theo is 25% Atheist, 25% half Catholic, half Jewish 25% and 25% half Muslim. Half say that none of these 25% are actually practicing. With this background I aspire that Theo is not only a citizen of the world that can operate with ease in any setting, but also an example of tolerance and peace. On the other hand, I have always felt very lucky. Since I have memory of myself I have been blessed even in difficult times. Understand that none of the time compared to living a tragedy, or an episode of health, or war, or very sad living conditions millions of people who are trapped in a cycle of misery and hunger impossible to break. We're talking about a Western woman, who grew up without any gap, no frills but with all the opportunities for development.
Buddhists believe that thoughts are powerful mantras. If we are generous thoughts, they are transformed into positive energy will attract more energy positive. If, however, decided to accept petty thoughts, these will attract unhappiness and misery. In my small room in which one side is happiness and unhappiness on the other side, I have always tried to keep half pa'lla, pa'l side of joy forever. With some periods of darkness and the occasional deep black hole in the road, I can say that in general have gone happy and contented, constantly repeating how lucky I am.
Only recently I noticed a detail, and perhaps this is the right time to begin to remedy. Although not raised with a particular religion, I decided to believe in destiny. Another thing that I decided to believe, is the possibility that we all have to grow and evolve. That is, I believe in fate, but at the same time I believe that human beings have the ability to reach that destination or to destroy it. So this 50% is not for me, either God, fate, the force that unites us, or what is ultimately beyond my comprehension, I begin to thank them.
Now that is ending in 2009, the most intense years of my life, I thank
to that which is above me and within me, that intelligence knew that puts everything in place, which brings us and separates us at the right time, to what I sense and not how to name but eventually helped me to come down here: Thank you very much.
And to all my readers, who have written me, those who say that I miss on TV or in the Theater, the fan of Theo that make me feel so proud, my dear friends, to mothers who seek to prepare, the men who try to understand, my beautiful family: THANKS AND HAPPY 2010!
December 31, 2009
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